Wednesday, February 09, 2005

i don't want to know

Got a few links from folks on forecasts for the upcoming year. Some say it will be good, but don't get married this year, some say it'll be difficult. As much as I follow the years and the astrology, there's aspects of my life that seem to defy it as well. Or maybe I just don't understand the nuances of it enough to understand how my life seems to slip past these predictions.

Though I have a taroh card deck, I don't really believe the Taroh cards tell people's futures, they simply show you what you already know, but maybe just haven't admitted to yourself yet. The set I have take one as far as the Far Future or that time in which you can't quite imagine. I believe the cards are only picking up on the direction of your energy at this moment and with a choice one way or another, that direction is easily changed.

I've toyed around the idea of visiting a fortune teller. Part of me is curious, who wouldn't want to know what the future stores? Part of me is scared, the unknown can be frightening. And another part of me which is at peace with the world thinks that in my heart of hearts I trust in the path that is both given and chosen so there's no need to "know".

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