count 'em, two, two, two days to go

MoH took the boxes for the church though I forgot a few things. We were able to box up the decorations for the tables. And somewhere in between I was able to throw out recyclables and trash and start to tidy up a bit. The place is still a wreck but it feels better. Paid all sorts of bills today too. Tomorrow we have to pack, make sure we have everything that we need for the next couple of nights.

I keep imagining moments from the wedding just 48 hours away and even imagined memories are quite touching. Must remember to pack the tissue in the purse.

It's spa day with my sister, mom, and MoH. Maybe a deep tissue massage will alleviate some of the MoH's anxiety dreams. She dreams alot anyway. I want to try the one with the heated rocks. Going to try out a facial too, which I've never done. Then manicure and pedicure.

Tomorrow the soon-to-be-hubby picks up his pants and tests out the 4 DVD copies of the wedding reception video. Contingency plans.

The soon-to-be-hubby has been asking the universe, what ifs, what if he became a medical doctor, what if he stayed at the old company. The replies are coming quickly and quite clearly. His answer? Life is much better now, don't look back.

Things are going well. I'm enjoying myself. Will have lots of stories to tell after all this is done. I'm going to try to remind myself that wherever I am on Friday and Saturday to try to be in the moment as I possibly can, to simply enjoy the experience of it all, to not regret the past or worry about the future or think about things that I can't control anyway. It's like meditation but in the moment.